Now I'm calling all friends from all over New Jersey. This is Kyle Polo calling

I remember, when you were down and you needed a helping hand.


I came to feed you but now that I need you you wont give me a second glance.


Now I’m calling all friends from all over Jersey this is Kyle Polo calling.


I bailed you out when you were down on your knees, so will you catch me now I’m falling.

Help me now I’m calling you, can you catch me now I’m falling?

I remember when you were down. You would always come running to me.


I never denied you and I would guide you through all of your difficulties.


Now I’m calling all friends from all over Jersey.

This is Kyle Polo calling
I bailed you out when you were down on your knees.

So will you catch me now I’m falling

When you were broke you would come to me and I would always pull you round. Now I call you on the telephone, and your message tells me that your not there for me.



This is Kyle Polo calling
This is Kyle Polo calling

I stood by you through all of your depressions and I lifted you when you were down.

Now its your chance to do the same for me

I was the one who always bailed you out of your depressions and your difficulties.

I never thought that you would let me down, but the next time you’re in trouble better not come running to me

Now I’m calling all friends from all over New Jersey. This is Kyle Polo calling.


I bailed you out when you were down on your knees.

So will you catch me now I’m falling? Catch me now I’m falling!

A night of epicness

Ok tonight I do two things that were so awesome.

1 I went to see iron man and it was the fucking pwnage. I fucking loved that fucking movie so fucking much. I hated the original ending but I liked it so so so so so so so much more for the ending after the credit (For those of you who haven’t seen it stay till the end)

SPOILER ALERT!!!!

Iron man saying he was Iron man really fucking pissed me off. He goes around trying to say he is not Iron man for years and even brain washes people to cover his identity. Why the fuck would he tell everybody. But it was all ok. The very end they started the first of any crossover in which Samuel L Jackson showed up as Nick Fury. Granted he was Ultimate Nick fury but still the same NICK FUCKING FURY WAS IN IRON MAN!!!! This is fucking Epic. As soon as I saw him I freaked. I mean all I could think about was the fact that Tony Stark later takes Nick Fury’s job as leader of shield. It is fucking epic as hell. God I loved it. That scene gave the movie a ten in my book just because of crossovers. I fucking love crossovers.

Also tonight was the College Humor all nighter. It was so much freaking fun talking to my favorite people from College humor and having them talk about what I was saying. I felt so freaking cool. If they ever make a shoe on the head busted t I am so buying it. I was part of that night. Now I just wish I could actually work there.

I got a few people to pet dan. I talked to Jeff Rubin about ridding Bat-Man the ride since it was his favorite. I personally thanked Jake Hurwitz for telling me about tumblr. I played Marco Polo on the chat. I got Streeter and Sharah to say my name. It was so much fun the whole night through. Though I was annoyed cause I never got a call. They should so do another one of those, it was so much fun. Maybe not exactly that but live feed is ftw.

Well after this epic night I am tired. Chaos.

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CollegeHumor All Nighter is underway. Tune in and watch our progress all night at www.collegehumor.com/allnighter.

Remembering my past one hidden nightmare at a time

Many people repress memories of their past to hide just how bad their childhood was. Sure some people hide memories of being beaten or something to those lines but those are not the only things that can happen to a child. The peers around a child may change them as well.

For the last few years I have been under the impression that my string of bad luck and pain started in the fifth grade. I thought that before then where happier times…. I was wrong. It wasn’t that the memories that I had from then weren’t as good as they seem, they were fine. The problem is I hid all the bad from myself for years. Over the last year I have slowly been picking up the pieces of these missing memories and slowly realizing my past wasn’t that great either.

Well tonight during a weird twisted chain of events while searching the interwebs my nightmares finally came true and I remembered my past. What kind of person I was then. Not only the fact that my past caught up with me but it also caught up with different parts of my past have intertwined (You don’t need to worry about that). What is really scarring me is I just keep repeating the same mistakes.

I look back now on my entire life and I realize that I just wound up pulling the same mistakes over and over again. As if my entire life is the same. I always knew this life was rather boring to me but I never would have realized I am stuck in a loop.

From today I am mentally drained and at this point I honestly don’t know if there is even a point to living this life anymore. I am doing the same thing I did in the past. I am stuck in this loop over and over again and no matter what choice I make there is no saving me…

I think I should just give in once and for all… Maybe I just deserve to die… 

No AS; Records Day 1

Though this is the first day I am posting this is not the first day I have been without Adult Swim.  Adult Swim went down on March 27 it is now 6:30am April 4th.

Now the last few days it started out normal. I only watched some Nick at Nite some HBO and a little VH1. Then it got screwy around my 4th day things got screwy. I wound up watching Dawson’s Creek which I never watch. I knew something was screwed up then. Lets see how bad this gets.

Post time; 6:42am April 4th

Shows watched in past night:

Flavor of Love, The Office, Fresh Prince of Bel Air, Rosanne, Colbert Report.

Interpretation:

The only thing in this list that I wouldn’t watch on a normal night is Rosanne. I have usually always had a serious dislike of that show.Tonight I not only found myself watching it but actually realizing the different characters and their names and what sort of storyline was going on. Though I did notice that Eliot from Scrubs really sticks out in that show like a sore thumb, probably because I am a huge scrubs fan. Other than that the other shows seemed normal.

Health: 

Lately I have been feeling really distressed and worried about a lot. I also found myself today full of rage and angry at the world. I did yell at the screen whenever a comcast commercial came on, but that is normal. 

That’s all for today. This is day one so I don’t have much to report on. If you like this idea leave a comment… PLEASE!!! :( 

An experiment in the works

For those of you who don’t know Comcast recently switched Cartoon Network over to their HD channels. This is fine and all if you have one of those very expensive boxes. If you are rich you can get one in every single room of the house. But if you are not loaded with more money then you can count in one lifetime then you can get maybe one of these boxes two if you’re really lucky, you are defiantly not getting one in every room of the house. This has caused a slight problem for me.

Now before we get on to my problems with this let me tell you something about this switch. Now if you ask a comcast representative why Cartoon Network is now only on their Digital Channels they will tell you it is because they want to increase the use of Digital or something like that. The real reason is plain and simple, THEY WANT YOUR MONEY! They want your money more then a tri-state area Governor on a sex binge. See people who watch Adult Swim at night usually have nothing better to do so they watch TV. They put on Adult Swim cause it is mind numbing humor which is great after a long day. What they want is for these people to put a box into every room of the house. This is bullshit I tell ya. I have had a long history of problems with comcast. One due to their extremely slow service and two due to the integration of Phone services just to later attack Verizon when they added TV. 

Well I am way way way off topic. Here is what I really wanted to tell you. See I love to put on the TV at night and just relax and watch it. I used to just put on Adult Swim and had no reason to change channels, but now I am forced to. So after a few days I have noticed my changes in what I watch drastically change over what I used to watch. I am now watching shows that I hated or had no interest to ever watch. So what I am going to do is run an experiment.

I am going to test the different degrees of what shows I watch at night. Before I go to sleep every night I will post here on my Tumblr what shows I watched that night no matter how embarrassing they may have been (Which by my current selection could get pretty embarrassing) I will also post my health and how my life is going based on what I have been watching. 

Now there is one room in my house that still gets Adult Swim. If I feel that my mood has changed due to the lack of comedy I will put on a night of Adult swim to see if that evens me back out.

Well lets see how this goes. First post will appear right after this post.